For a composer who has created some of the most eloquent Christmas music, it may come as a surprise to learn that Rutter himself is not a believer, at least in the conventional sense. In that, he allies himself with another great English composer, Ralph Vaughan Williams, who said "I'm agnostic, but I wouldn't be who I am if it weren't for Christianity. It's given me my values, and a strong sense of faith. But I'm a fellow traveler rather than a believer. " But Rutter says that the Anglican Church remains central to his being: In 2002, Rutter's 19 year-old son died in an automobile accident. While Rutter's grief temporarily interrupted his composing, he retained his faith in the gift of life.